jupiter_bands: (a bit frightened here)
Harriet Webster ([personal profile] jupiter_bands) wrote in [community profile] zenderael_ol2012-12-17 07:23 pm

[Text: Lera]

[after she gets the dragonmail from Rhys]

You have military experience, right? Do you know what kinds of potions might be helpful in the Bastan situation?
firecracker_hopping: ((2) Seriously Upset)

[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2012-12-19 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I think I wrote him wrong

He was supposed to be a person who was attached to anger over things that happened a long time ago, but couldn't act on them because of codes of honor

But then he learned he could let that go and move on and get his revenge for making a meaningful life, except he didn't buy it, he just thought he was robbed of a real existence and that the restraints that were on him were fake

So now he wants to destroy everything that held him back, AKA me, Omid, Bastan, probably Paladins too but that's a guess, he used a line from the story he was from and said he'd "write my ending with his blade"

So if I had to guess he probably helped bring down their defenses by betraying them

In short him doing all of that is my fault and I can't get there and help. Fuck everything forever
firecracker_hopping: ((2) Worried)

[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2012-12-19 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
It's okay....

[She calmed down some slash had a shot of vodka]

I'm not sure. It's so fucked up, isn't it? We never asked for this, they weren't supposed to come to life, and it's like all the little things we did or didn't do are there.

I'm sorry about everything I said. I think you're a good person. I was getting defensive because of things I decided to do, not because I think you're being an idiot. You should do what you think is right.

[And see she was was right later, Lera thinks, but fuck it]

I'll write the Ahura, too. That's a good idea. Did he play Zen, too?
Edited ( ) 2012-12-19 06:13 (UTC)
firecracker_hopping: ((2) Sorry)

[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2012-12-22 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah...

I'm glad we're okay.

Hope your alt behaves too. :( Don't lose too much sleep getting your Paracelsus on.