[molavvas instinct? he'll ask about it later, when he's in any state to understand the explanation. it's good enough for now for him to understand Alex wasn't maliciously leaving them to die.]
Yes. [but maybe rayu wouldn't have had to die if you hadn't run off]
[alex would probably be thrilled about it, anyway]
[too upsetting, too close to the heart right now, he doesn't even want to mention it because he doesn't want to see how Alex reacts to the news. it won't be sympathetically, or if it is, it'll be fake.]
[suddenly he doesn't want to talk to Alex anymore.]
no subject
[molavvas instinct? he'll ask about it later, when he's in any state to understand the explanation. it's good enough for now for him to understand Alex wasn't maliciously leaving them to die.]
Yes. [but maybe rayu wouldn't have had to die if you hadn't run off]
[alex would probably be thrilled about it, anyway]
[too upsetting, too close to the heart right now, he doesn't even want to mention it because he doesn't want to see how Alex reacts to the news. it won't be sympathetically, or if it is, it'll be fake.]
[suddenly he doesn't want to talk to Alex anymore.]