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Missie Eir Jackson ([personal profile] missmarionette) wrote in [community profile] zenderael_ol2013-03-18 12:58 pm

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[Wednesday evening. They put her on forced break BUT SHE JUST GOT HERE. >:(]

I'm so frustrated!!

Since monsters started showing up there's been a lot of strange things in the hospital, but we've had this guy for days and nothing's wrong with him except that he won't. Get. Up! They keep telling me to drop it!

Monsters please use more treatable symptoms in your attacks, thank you!
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Awkward)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Super overrated, trust me.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Tired)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Not love, not with the enemy (thank GOD ugh how lame would that be)!

But there's some unpleasant complicated confusion in my life lately. :| My plan is to ignore it until it goes away because that works so well!
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Annoyed)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I forgot, you're the expert.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Tired)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh god, she is less coy. Who else is she going to talk this out with? Harriet? Unlikely. Iravati? Uh, she has no idea. Marlene? That would actually be an idea.]

I think he hates me except maybe not, then I kind of like him, except it might just be guilt for the reasons that he might hate me.

Which are very good reasons to hate me.

But I do care about him. And he's going through a lot and I feel bad for him and want to try to make things better. Except being around him might make it worse for him, except that he has never said that and is hard to read. Which sort of completes the terrible angst sundae.
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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Leave him alone and be sad, I guess.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Dismay)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
My alt hurt him a lot.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) I'm a Dumbass!)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
[sent shortly after]

See? ANGST. SUNDAE.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Whaaaat!?)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
After.

[whuh?]

I guess we all did... there wasn't a way to tell.
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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
So I have to talk to him about it, basically.

[Maybe you are the expert, Missie.]

Hopefully there won't be a lot of revengeance.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Cheerful)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Easier said than done, but I'll try. Thanks for the pep talk.

Uh, go easy on the chocolate milk, though, that might make you throw up.
firecracker_hopping: ((1) Horrified)

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[personal profile] firecracker_hopping 2013-03-20 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
That's... that's great, Missie.