[wasn't it obvious at the time why he did it, though?!?! having to explain is somehow disappointing even though he's totally over hating players now

did his tantrum mean nothing to you, Zeekmont?!! man what a waste]

I attacked you because the world had very recently turned out to be a lie and I was having what I still feel is a perfectly reasonable if overly destructive breakdown about it. I was angry at everyone who seemed to be invading my world and participating in the lie.

Since then I've had several important epiphanies and don't blame players anymore for getting caught up in what happened. And I do regret the damage I did, although I'm not sure I'm sorry for it in the traditional way.