Yes, precisely. That 'I'm an asshole' feeling is now associated with any form of fictional cruelty (which most RP kinda boils down to, don't shoot the messenger)

It is all ruined

I mean the larger problem is that the world is ending and several alts including my own want to kill us, but right now is inappropriate whining time and it's like I'm missing a part of meeee

Feel free to join in the inappropriate whining, this is kinda awkward tbh