[every week? what does that mean? the whole matter is so distressing and confusing for her already, she doesn't even want to ask]

Do you... do you want the things I've collected already? I could do that, if you like...

[she doesn't understand, but the way his words come out, it's worrying. is it that bad? she can't imagine it. she can't imagine being involved- or not involved-

she's not supposed to be trapped like this anymore]

What are you saying?... I won't forget you, Alexander. I won't be... I won't be away forever.