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[pulledunder]

[Dragon Mail: Ravindra Savarna]

[They last time they had a chance to be together was in the tension and awkwardness of war. Actually, Victor's not even sure where they stand. He wanted to message sooner, but what to say?]

I'm sorry.

[wow it often starts that way doesn't it]

It wasn't a good time to explain anything before, and it's not much of a secret now.

How are you recovering from the war?

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[paladont]

[not sure what he is apologizing for]

[...not sure he should know, actually. this is just how Victor is.]

Sorry for what?

I don't know. Everything is a mess, it seems like.

[pulledunder]

For a lot of things, but I was under orders not to say I rejoined the guild.

Yeah, with the merge?

[paladont]

I guessed as much. It would have been dangerous to say. [see Ravi's a bro, he understands a need for secrecy]

Yes. More than that, though.

[pulledunder]

[yay Ravi ;____;]

What's wrong?

[paladont]

[ONLY EVERYTHING.]

It's a lot to explain.

[part exhausted of thinking about it, part fishing for someone to care]

[pulledunder]

I won't ask if you don't want me to.

Do you need anything? I'm still near Bastan. [and it's only awkward, not illegal, for him to be there]

[paladont]

[omg victor he can't just TELL YOU to ask, y u do dis?!]

Company, maybe.

[pulledunder]

[because it's rude to pry!]

Where are you?

[paladont]

The infirmary. I can ask for a break.

[pulledunder]

All right. I'll be over as soon as I can.