[ Good. Jamie has had time to calm down. Still, the letter gets pause. ]

[ He's being selective, now, with what he writes. He's scared Ferrus stopped existing, that Ferrus will never exist and if he does then he'll hate Jamie for some small sleight anyway and fsdkjgsfghfg ]

He'd probably ignore my letter. And... if I can't log in, and he's not real, I don't know if him getting my letter means he's real or not. If I sent a letter, and got nothing back... he either ignored me, or he'll never be real at all.

[ Ravi you are Ferrus's only "friend". :c Jamie knows you don't feel like he's your friend - Heimdall's probably exposited to him in some respect about Ravi's personality before. But... he'd like to believe you'll help. ]

I'm sorry if I'm burdening you. [ He's being selfish, and he's so aware of this. He's making excuses, even though he knows they're true.

But he just wants Ferrus to exist. ]