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Jamie Howard ([personal profile] redeyedmask) wrote in [community profile] zenderael_ol2012-12-02 08:17 pm

[DRAGONMAIL: EVERYONE JAMIE KNOWS wait no]

[ To Ravindra, about 10 minutes after the server goes down. Jamie had been debating this and knows nothing about Ravi since he went real but Ravi's the only person he thinks Ferrus might actually open up to. When Ravi gets it, it's been written partially in ink (with a good many scratchthroughs), and then it suddenly swaps to pencil after the first sentence. Jamie, please. ]

Hi, umthsi this is Ferurlfdlgsfdg Ferrus's player.

[ And then pencil. He cannot write Ferrus in a panic, okay. Eraser marks are common. ]

The game we used to control you guys went down and Ferrus wasn't real yet so i dont know if he's going to become real or stop existing or

[ PAUSE ]

[ sorry, ravi, the eraser marks make this part really hard to read (wow Jamie) ] please could you check on him and tell me if he's okay because i'm sorry if this is being a burden but i'm worried confused want him to exist and i don't have anyone else who's his friend that i can ask

please help him if he's okay and he needs it

[ And then the message ends. He sent it without editing it beyond typos or giving it the normal restraint he would - he's tempted to send another message, but fsdgas. That first one was a mental keysmash and he's not sure how to try and iron that over. Please take it well, Ravi??? It's also got his real name, but it's obvious he entirely forgot to write it. The dragon filled it in for him. ]

[ To Siegmund, about an hour after the first one is sent. He panicked, sure, but he had a Crippling Embarrassment Attack over himself after the letter to Ravi.

So Siegmund gets a much more refined letter. In pen. Nice. Neat. He's forcing himself to not panic while he writes it. (It's substantially less messy then any other mail Jamie's sent.) ]


Ferrus is either gone or real.

[ Nothing else. The page is blank. If Siegmund's familiar with Jamie's tendency to worry, this might be... worrying. ]

[ To Ferrus:

Nothing. At all. ]


[ Any replies will probably get ignored for the first few hours or so. Also, new friends Lera and Acher get nothing and herp ]
bloodonthestones: to die and be free ([15] To stand with the Cathars)

[personal profile] bloodonthestones 2012-12-03 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Why the government?

No one knows what happened to alts who aren't real yet?
bloodonthestones: in this desolate space ([01] I stand alone)

[personal profile] bloodonthestones 2012-12-03 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
If the server is down, the forums are too. You can't ask there if anybody knows what happened.

Someone should know. It's the internet.
bloodonthestones: evil took place ([03] Massacred innocence)

[personal profile] bloodonthestones 2012-12-03 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
You're joking.

[He hasn't been paying a lot of attention to that stuff, he's had other concerns okay]
bloodonthestones: or you live like a slave ([13] Burn like a dog)

[personal profile] bloodonthestones 2012-12-03 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, he wasn't expecting Jamie to send him a tablet, jeez.]

[It doesn't take much digging around to realize that this is Jamie's personal tablet. He avoids snooping and goes straight to the browser.]

[hooooly shit, that actually works. this is the internet. he is in zenderael and this is fucking wikipedia.]

[he goes to the zen forums just to make sure they really are still up, and reads the GM post about the game going down]

[suddenly homesick. it was easy to pretend he wasn't when he couldn't have any contact with Earth, but not so much, now]

[checking the news to see what's going on back home. his city seems relatively untouched, except for the Rathaus-Glockenspiel going missing (he already knows where that ended up). it's kind of a relief]

[maybe he will write home, finally... And ask for his laptop and his drawing tablet... He'll figure out what to do about power later, since as far as he knows electricity hasn't come to Pakerion yet. Maybe the mages know how to set up a temporary or portable power supply...]


Thank you to let me look.

[The tablet is sent back with the letter]
Edited 2012-12-03 05:06 (UTC)