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Ravindra Savarna ([personal profile] paladont) wrote in [community profile] zenderael_ol2013-01-13 06:22 pm

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[Dragonmail: Rayu Barozu]

Are you all right?

[The first letter he sends upon waking up Sunday morning. He needs to know if Rayu's okay. Ravi getting out doesn't mean Rayu pulled through, though he's hopeful it does. So hopeful, in fact, that he doesn't even consider Rayu being dead as a real possibility.]

[It's sobering when the dragon refuses to take the letter.]

[A couple hours of desperate panic ensue as he tries to find someone who can tell him what happened. He comes up short, and then remembers...]



[Dragonmail: The Ahura]

[Rayu's player.]

Victor. What happened to him?


[And then a few hours after that, once he's had time to settle and realizes there are other people he needs to get in touch with. Early Sunday afternoon, by this point.]

[Dragonmail: Alexander Varista]

Are you all right?

Why did you leave us?


[Dragonmail: Reilanin]

[please let this letter send, please do not tell him that the god-organ changed hands and she died in the process]

I don't know if Alex told you about the mission on Friday night, but I survived it.

What happened with the Asha?

[OH THANK GOD the dragon took it]

[there are probably other people he should write but he just does not have the energy right now. Later. Tomorrow, maybe, if he's feeling better enough for it then.]
winterwhite: (:the kingdoms left to kill:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-18 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yes...

But they are still people.

[ it's something she's struggling with. her feelings towards theresa are mild at best, but she doesn't particularly loathe her... and she knows very little of duncan as a person as well, and it's been what he's done, not really duncan himself, that she has issue with...

it's hard to know where to stand on the issue. for her, at least.

the statement gives her reason to pause, and she simply rereads it a few times, basking in it.
]

Thank you.

That means very much to me.
winterwhite: (:can i get a witness to the other side:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-18 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
Is it? I suppose so. There wasn't much of me for her to know. There's more she doesn't now, and I have the choice of telling her or not telling her. And I've chosen not to.

I am sorry you do not have that same freedom.
winterwhite: (:the scaly trust case trusting pain:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-19 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
I have never minded it... it is outside influences that have made me feel otherwise.

And it has made me sad to know that I could never be a part of another's life the way others are. To have a whole history, whole memories...

But, I am content with who and what I am, and what I have. I do not seek to change any of it.
winterwhite: (:can i get a witness to the other side:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-19 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose.

...perhaps I am a little jealous, though. Time also gives strength to one's importance, does it not?
winterwhite: (:the scaly trust case trusting pain:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-19 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Mm...

Then it makes no difference. I will make my own history.
winterwhite: (:can i get a witness to the other side:)

[personal profile] winterwhite 2013-01-19 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ .... :>

there's a long pause after this... some debate on what to do next. the matter of alexander still bothers her greatly, and she wants to do something for ravindra, but there's nothing to be done in the apartment.

she goes out and wanders a bit, aimless, until she finds the little store with the little toy animals in it again.

what finally is sent back to him is a small plush cat, chibi-style, orange and white with little whiskers, the same style as the little fat dog she got for alexander. hope you like it, ravi
]