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[Wednesday evening. They put her on forced break BUT SHE JUST GOT HERE. >:(]

I'm so frustrated!!

Since monsters started showing up there's been a lot of strange things in the hospital, but we've had this guy for days and nothing's wrong with him except that he won't. Get. Up! They keep telling me to drop it!

Monsters please use more treatable symptoms in your attacks, thank you!

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[Lera that is kind because she would not know how to.]

goldeneye??

hesmissing an eye i don't know how lucky that is

um i think you met him i dont remmeber! nadir?

[Ooh, Nadir. She does know him!]

I met him! He's nice.

Do you like him that way? Or just calling him a knight in shining armor way? [This is Missie, seems like these things could be separate!]

yeah he;s orety much the best

heeeeeeey iknow what you're tryingto get at

Ehehehe...

You don't have to answer if you don't want to!

thats not hw it works!!

things happen or theydont

im an expert

[she is not an expert]

True love blossoms on the... [sigh!] I got nothin', actually.

Good luck with things happening to happen, though! ♥

on the battlefield!!!!!!

I thought love was a battlefield.

maybe??

but you fighttogether and save the world
and fall in love

omg leraa you save thw world now right

dnt fall in love with theenemy youre too young togo thorugh that

Super overrated, trust me.

didyou alreadt fall in love withthe enemy lera

lerano

ishould have been ther efor you

Not love, not with the enemy (thank GOD ugh how lame would that be)!

But there's some unpleasant complicated confusion in my life lately. :| My plan is to ignore it until it goes away because that works so well!

lera i just mixed vodka with a milkproduct and i alrady know that's wrong

I forgot, you're the expert.

talkto missieeee

or
doyoi want to wait until later

[she is less coy like this...]

[Oh god, she is less coy. Who else is she going to talk this out with? Harriet? Unlikely. Iravati? Uh, she has no idea. Marlene? That would actually be an idea.]

I think he hates me except maybe not, then I kind of like him, except it might just be guilt for the reasons that he might hate me.

Which are very good reasons to hate me.

But I do care about him. And he's going through a lot and I feel bad for him and want to try to make things better. Except being around him might make it worse for him, except that he has never said that and is hard to read. Which sort of completes the terrible angst sundae.

[this takes a minute. actual thinking. drunk thinking.]

i guess it's wierd to aks people if they hateyou

if youknew he hated you, what would you do?

Leave him alone and be sad, I guess.

ooohthat's bad dont do that

[expeeeerrrt]

idont get it though
theres not good reason tohate you??

My alt hurt him a lot.

[sent shortly after]

See? ANGST. SUNDAE.

wait before or after

didyou rp with real people??

[oh wow that would be weird]

wait omg i rpdwith real people

After.

[whuh?]

I guess we all did... there wasn't a way to tell.

wellthen its not like you meant to

cool people will get that

he might yellfirst tohough
andcut deep into the haert of your vulenrbalities
making you hurtlike he has

with revegeneancee

but after that

So I have to talk to him about it, basically.

[Maybe you are the expert, Missie.]

Hopefully there won't be a lot of revengeance.

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