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zenderael_ol2012-10-16 09:00 am
paladont) wrote in zenderael_ol2012-10-16 09:00 am
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[Dragonmail: Missie♥]
[Is that...is that even the right way to address these things? That's how her letters were addressed, so...]
[Sent in the morning, after waking up alone at the inn]
Where does she go when you're not controlling her?
[Dragonmail: Reilanin]
[Sent in the afternoon, the day after he begged her to sever Iravati from Missie]
It was a lot to ask of you.
I'm sorry.
[He feels like he should be saying "you don't have to," but he doesn't want to give her that out. She already agreed to it. He can't cope if she goes back on that, so she's not getting that opening from him.]
It means a lot to me, Reilanin. Thank you.
[Is that...is that even the right way to address these things? That's how her letters were addressed, so...]
[Sent in the morning, after waking up alone at the inn]
Where does she go when you're not controlling her?
[Dragonmail: Reilanin]
[Sent in the afternoon, the day after he begged her to sever Iravati from Missie]
It was a lot to ask of you.
I'm sorry.
[He feels like he should be saying "you don't have to," but he doesn't want to give her that out. She already agreed to it. He can't cope if she goes back on that, so she's not getting that opening from him.]
It means a lot to me, Reilanin. Thank you.
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[Shouldn't have asked, but it's his sister, does Rei even understand why it's so important, how is he going to fix this, he probably needs to just cancel the request but he can't it's his sister, and doesn't it make him an even more terrible person to know Rei hates him for this and still want her to do it?]
[It's a relief when she does finally respond, but.]
[He's still sure she hates him?]
[That night, he sends back a bottle of what she asked for.]
[There's six ounces in it.]
[He had to hire himself out for a couple dungeon runs to afford it.]
Is there anything else?
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HIM]
[It's probably a stupid reason to have an anxiety attack, but he's never come out of one thinking 'man that sure was a perfectly justified excuse to have a complete breakdown of logic and reason']
[His handwriting is much more deliberate, because he's taking great care to write neatly through the shaking of his hands. He doesn't want her to know.]
Are you angry?
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[actually, she's scared of you ravindra]
Please don't talk to me right now.
[please- she doesn't say that very often.]
Alexander is.
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[He is just going to go lie in bed and have a complete breakdown over this tyvm]
[At least he doesn't write back]