[Friday morning (week 32, aaa my backlog)]

[so he killed himself, was resurrected, discovered that he is now two merged personalities/lifetimes, and decided to take a nap to see if shit made more sense when he woke up]

[1) he ended up sleeping through til morning, and 2) no. no it did not.]

[fuuuck what is he going to do about his job in the guard]

[half of him wants to blow it off and not bother with it, but the other half very desperately still cares. that's the half that gets him writing this.]

[the handwriting is...a little inconsistent. In parts it's closer to Ravi's, sharp and straight, and in parts it's closer to Akhilendra's, softer and tidier. it is all legible, though.]

Spenta,

I apologize for my absence as of yesterday morning. I was dead for several hours. [wow that sounds like the mother of all bullshit excuses.] The Vahishta can confirm this. He resurrected me at my sister's request.

In the process, I lost the separation between the two halves of myself. It's a welcome solution to the problems I was having, but frankly, sir, my head is a mess. I'd like to request a leave of absence until I can get myself sorted out.

Ravilendra Sa [he catches the fact that he accidentally switched which name he was signing halfway through when he gets to the surname and realizes he doesn't know whether to put Savarna or Sandeep. ugh the name issue is going to be such a pain in the ass, he can already tell.]

[tearin' up that copy and writing a new one. This is like his third or fourth revision so he's already frustrated with having to rewrite the damn thing.]

[he signs it very carefully this time]

Ravindra Savarna
Akhilendra Sandeep

[Dragon Mail: Heimdall the Vahishta]

[the morning after everything with AkhiRavi goes down. guess who didn't sleep plagued with mental images of corpses and possibly also questions about life and free will, and everything else that didn't seem to fit right.]

He says he's Akhilendra AND Ravindra. He doesn't even seem upset about it! I don't know what that means.

[wait Heimdall might want this part:]

But he said he won't do it again.

And he hasn't been creepy yet.

All right, so the person who died was brought back to life and was reunited with his sister, so secretly disposing of his body would have been the WORST IDEA EVER.

Just so you know.

But thank you anyway!