zenderael_ol | (no subject)

Entry tags:

(no subject)

[E-mail: Victor]

Did you already take off? I beat it back to Omghan a few hours ago.

It's too fuckin' quiet over here, though.

[E-mail: Valentine]

You aren't dead, are you, Val?

[Oh, Glasses... hm. She actually kinda misses him. Hope he didn't die!]

[E-mail: Siegmund]

You still alive out there, Glasses? I didn't get a chance to find you in the camp. I'll be real fucking cross with you if you're dead.

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

I played a cleric. Victor came to him for healing and advice and more healing if he didn't listen to the advice.

Also I led him out of the Undertow to Giza after the Armaiti came to us. [that's safe to talk about now, right? and chisaki's a hunter so she should know anyway? but he never saw her at the ziggurat, er...]

That'd do it. Guess it makes sense he'd want to avoid the Armaiti...

Sorry I never took you up on that offer. I got... sidelined by a lot of personal bullshit before I could join back up.

Paladins and assassins don't like each other much. [un der state ment] Surrounded by assassins, someone would kill him.

[ugh. just saying that makes him feel awful, too. he picked this guild WHY, again?]

It's fine. It doesn't matter now.

Yeah...

What are you gonna do, now that the war's over?

I don't know.

What the Ahura wants, I guess.

You're staying in his service, even though the war's done?

It isn't because of the war.

Oh. Like... 'cause you're friends, I guess?

[Ability to know when she should stop asking questions: zero.]

We were.

I took his sister's life. I gave him mine.

[...oh. That's actually super depressing and awkward.]

Ah... shit. I'm sorry for bringing that up. I don't think I'd be able to do that if I was in your shoes.

[it's cool Chisaki, he has to come to terms with this shit somehow]

It's fine. I shouldn't avoid it, I think.

What would you do?

Probably hide. I don't know. It's not exactly a good way out but I don't think I could just turn my life over to someone else.

I didn't get along with the Mano so well, but it wasn't that personal. If she lived, I planned to switch guilds and just try to avoid her for the rest of my life. Except... she didn't. I'll still probably switch guilds, though.

I wanted never to tell him and let him think it was Aerveas forever. But I don't think I chose wrong.

You can, at least. What guild?

It seems like it'd come out, sooner or later. That sorta thing always does, right?

Probably rogue.

Right. It is better if I tell him than if he finds out a different way.

To keep the gear?

Yeah.

And to lie better. There's things I can't tell people and I'm... you know. I'm bad at hiding shit.

What things?

[yes he did that on purpose, sorry Chisaki.]

[She left herself open for that one. Sigh.]

Will you promise to not tell? It could get me killed.

I have enough death on my hands.

I won't tell.

I... kinda became a molavvas. It was an accident, of the I was dying and the heart was right fuckin' there variety.

It'd be better to make sure my lies are believed.

What is a molavvas?

[guess who wasn't involved in any of that shit and also was already in Zen by the time the relevant tie-in came out? THIS GUY.]

Do you know what a vrylak is?

Yes. [he fought them on his assassin before, and a couple times on his cleric]

Then you know that they're nearly impossible to kill.

Me and a friend found one and were out of healing potions. [She leaves out the details. Siegmund doesn't need to know that Nova was the one who really did her in.] We just had one left and it had both of us bleeding to death. I gave him the last potion.

If you eat one's heart, it heals you. But it does... other things. Makes you a lot stronger and faster. I can hear better and smell things a lot better. But, uh, holy magic -- including healing from a paladin or cleric -- will hurt me a lot. And they're going to want to kill me.

And some day I'm going to... go feral, lose my mind and try to kill whoever's around, and I'm just delaying the inevitable. So I got that to look forward to.

[Trying to diminish it doesn't make suck less. She stares at it for awhile before she presses send.]

[no you can 1hko them with the right build actually--]

[oh but ko isn't death in game terms is it. does that apply to monsters too?]

[wow gathering monster parts in the game just got hella grislier.]

[...damn, that explanation. he's never heard of this before.]

Is it a thing players made up?